Day By Day 8

 Today would have been my daughter’s 52nt birthday.  She had the greatest laugh.  She was a force of nature, and so many people loved her to pieces.  To all of us who miss her I know she is irreplaceable, but we go on.  But our lives are altered forever.  

Today my younger daughter and Bill and I are going out to lunch to talk about her.  We of course never forget her.  But we are looking up and out these days.  My friend Deb and I walked this morning.  We talked about her a bit, but we know she won’t be forgotten by any of us.  I will call my siblings today.  I already spoke to Riyad and left a message for Nate.  I will call John and Ofelia later, when she is back home from school.  Dearest, dearest Ramiza, we love you forever.

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